Charafantah's Cave

After close observation:

Work productivity decreases relatively and proportionally with the time left to start your vacation.

Today is one of these days, where you wish you are not yourself.

When you wake up, and think today doesn’t look so good, and then Murphey’s laws start their magic.

I just hate you all, my work myself and everything. DIE!

i’ll now go hide in the corner, switch the lights off and cry to death.

I am not in the ***** (insert a curse word here +ing) mood

I dont know why…

maybe because:

• I broke another tooth? (YES! ANOTHER F(*&!@# tooth, so its 2 now broken in this shitty country) i cant eat on both sides of the mouth now.
• Work sucks….not that it always does..but this time it sucks so bad…SUPER BAD
• I am SERIOUSLY bored
• Emotionally unstable

I don’t know why, seriously, all i can say is that YOU ARE LUCKY, not to be around me now….i could stab you in the face if did\said ANY thing wrong

you know “العفاريت بتنطط قدام وشى؟ and مش طاق حد يدوسلى على طرف؟ and also روحى بقت فى مناخيرى”

So i was complaining a while ago about not having anything to do blah blah.

my wish turned against me

I have a million thing to do now:

• *A LOT* of work
• I got 4 new books that i want to read (2 technical – Threat Modeling & Breaking Software- and 2 non technical – Whatever & Whatever else happened to the Egyptians by Galal Amin)
• Am working on 2 DIY projects (one finished):
  • Hard Disk Clock (Done)
    
  • Persistence of Vision (Still working on it, anyone with PCB design skills?)
• More work for friends and old work
• Family stuff

So yea, it’s nice, am so busy, to the extent that i don’t have enough time to focus on one thing and finish it but i don’t complain, am having a good time.

The thing is, i always feel i am late, but that will come in the next post

This has been happening to me for quite a long time now, and I am sure it happens to each and every single one of you.

• A lot of work
• Problems and stress in your family
• Very unstable social life, you barely go out or see\call your friends, the maximum you do is poke them on Facebook
• Bored to death
• Nothing new to do, except browsing, working and going to el 2ahwa if you have time
• Calls and problems from previous work
• Many people (mostly friends) asking favors and weird things that they need you to do for them
• Something must happen to ruin your day (e.g. fall in a hole in the ground, see a dead dog\cat in the middle of the street, your car gets hit, a government bus blowing dust right into your window etc etc)
• You never have enough time to finish what you intended to finish
• You always run out of money after a week – 10 days
• You can’t find any valuable meaning for your life

I tried many times to plan my day and my way of life, i thought of a lot of ways to improve it, i put plans for work, social life, spiritual life, family and entertainment.

But i never succeeded in achieving all what i’ve planned, maybe this is because am a bad manager?maybe i lack time management skills? or maybe am not capable of doing this!

Am not depressed, but am not happy either.